Haha... new year eve. Count down. Then watch movie. Luna never watch mah, so she go home. WTF... I am invisible. No hi no bye. I do not exist. That is really wtf.

DO i deserve this?

Sian... talk to lance a lot of things throughout the night. I need to forget... my past. I always say i put down, i let go... But i cannot. I really miss... But now is too late. I cannot be weak. I must forget, even if she is good to me. I also cannot give in. Because she is the one who leave me. And make me wait 1 year. And then find a bf in jc. Must never forget. The pain i feel.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 8:11:00 PM